my name is xiashien and this is my blog

one year older, one year wiser?

im older. damn!

once upon a time...there was a boy, but now a man!

gosh, missing from blogsphere for like almost a decade but actually just few months, i think 6 months to be exact. hehe.

i guess the easiness and convenient of social network have really impacted us from writing our thought out to just few words on our wall, so other could "like" or comment it.

alot happening in between these period, good thing bad thing everything, etc.

i don't know where to start and where to end, so all i could say it is so far so good, but could be better.

it's july 2011 now, august is just few days down the road. soon, 2011 will be ending and come 2012.

having to ask myself this question: have you achieve what you aimed for this year?

answer is yes and no.

yes is i'm on track toward what i wanted, hopefully, and no for failing to do some, some that are promised by me however not being able to keep thus creating this negative emotion called disappointment! yes, disappointed someone important to me somewhere along the way, and the feeling of creating such emotion is not good at all, trust me! but let's skipped that because that's not the main thing why i'll sign in to blog this entry.

15months ago, she spoke softly into my ear, just like whisper of an angel, telling me the answer "yes!". and 15months now, she is still as lovely, bubbly, caring toward me.

Just want to say "Happy 15th Month" of being with me, my dearest precious!

Love you lots,always and forever!

happy bunny year!!!

sorry my dear blog, for leaving you outdated for so long.

i promised that i'll update you more often....

anyway,

happy chinese new year in advance!!!!!

have a "hopping" year ahead!!!!!

she is...

i must confess, having the convenient of loading all your photos onto facebook do make me a lazier person to blog therefore the result is.... this poor blog are almost idle for nearly half a year, which is quite a long time and my better half pester me to blog it when i'm free.

so this is sort of like the summarize preview of what happened in my life in the past 6 months, after that special someone came into my life.

@ snowflakes during our 1st unofficial date

it's unofficial because she take it as normal outing, while i'm taking it as date. lol.

went for dinner and dessert at snowflakes then home. didn't thought we would ended up with each other months later. sweet!

@ dorae, melaka

we both shared similar taste for food, especially good food, so it's nice to have her around for food hunting session, but it ain't that good for our tummy. hahaha.

@ fong lye tea house

guess now i know why she called me pinky. hehe.

don't blame me, i'm born with this colour.

@ kukup island, primary schoolmate getaway trip

so happen both of us are wearing glasses, so we've a total 8 eyes, haha, but yet still will missed out something along the line.

@ kukup island

guess i've fallen for her sweet smile, her lovely voice, her oriental eyes, her bubbly character, her unique mindset, her blurry sense of direction, her innocent-kitten-like stare, her family-oriented mindset, etc. pretty much everything about her.

@ kampung jawa, melaka

i feel comfortable with her presence, feel at ease and comfort, like a mist of warm air surrounding you, keeping you warm and comfy.

maybe this is how a warmed heart felt?

@ home, melaka

it's hard to maintain distanced relationship whether it's short or long, but i do believe that putting in effort to maintain is what its count. only sometime she might feel lonelier than me, sorry dear!

@ kuchai lama

i know you like to travel, hopefully we're able to travel around the world together, and travel down the road of life together. will you? *hugs*

gosh, it'll be neglected for so long...

Dear little blog,

Sorry for neglecting you for such a long time, I'll be reviving you soon I promise, when I could find that extra time to sit and tell you how my life have changed since that special someone came into my life, all the lovely moments, all the wonderful experience and all the amazing things we did. Till then, take care.

Yours truly,

xs

*random photos taken from my work*

my down south trip

*the beast await to be reveal...*

it's kinda my time travelling down south by myself, though i'm not driving alone. the journey was rather short compared to kuantan trip even though in term of distance it is further. the event was alright, only hiccup could be me doing emcee-ing for the night. entertaiment for the night was string quartet. feel so much like hotel lounge la, hehe. and i'm staying alone too, wanted to ask moku to come along, but she is tied up with her uni post exam thingy and dinner too. so i guess next time then.

*string quartet*

*my twin special room- no window with 2 single bed*

i called haris and he came for my event, as usual, after my event ended he bring me to this famous nasi lemak place that he claimed highly recommended.

*Kg Senibong*

it's some mamak stall place with located along the coast of JB, facing the S'pore industrial area. good food, good view and but service kinda bad cause the waiter don't really bother about you. i guess they're qualified to be lan si since their nasi lemak is pretty nice in term of taste and aroma too. beside that, we order ABC and satay, taste was good!! thanks haris....

*it was crowded despite it poor appearance*

*the gateway to delicious nasi lemak*

*nasi lemak with rendand, a must try*

*seaview - s'pore industrial area*

*as compared to next door restaurant tourist, like heaven and earth... maybe cave*

*haris indulging the satay*

*satay ayam, freshly panggang*

*top - nasi lemak with ayam goreng;

bottom - nasi lemak with ayam rendang*

after tummy is filled with delicous food, we went lepak-ing around and found this place with nice deco. kinda give you the winter christmas feel. awww... missed it!

*some cafe area with LED deco*

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as of today, it's the 2nd day moku in chiang mai. starting to miss her already, though i managed to meet her for short period in airport before she depart at 6am yesterday. 3 more days till she return from chiang mai. thinking of what to get/do for our 1st month anniversary.

think think think....

*bb, faster come back, pinky miss you!*

hello, hello

hello hello, guess i haven't been blogging for loooooooooooooooong time. well, not that i'm busy or lack of time or material to blog about. just that i somehow lost the inspiration to blog, until now.

seeing her write her blog even though just a short one, make me think back why do i started blogging last time. it's just like a e-diary, but without the dark secrets *as if i have any*.

haha

guess i forgotten to mention how we started off, right?

well, it started one fine day, after few times of outing, i decided to call her out, on a date! haha. but i think at that time, her definition of date and mine was different. so we went for dinner then dessert. the feeling was nice because we talked alot, and things we talked about seem to be so similar. or at least i don't get bored of her, neither does she.

*snowflakes, ss15*

as times goes by, we started to text each other more often, talked on the phone more often, and eventually going out more often too, for dinner, movie, etc.

i guess that's what attraction feels. lol.

*hot air balloon feast, putrajaya*

*shopping day out at ikea*

i guess i don't wanna hide this feeling i have for her, thus one fine day, i find the courage to tell her that i like her, and would like to take a step further. hahaha. luckily her respond was positive, but she didn't say yes or no, she just want some time to think about it. nervous sial that time.

*she stand out from the rest, at least in my eye she is!*